As soon as you get online… whos name do You look for first? When a Slow Song Comes On The Radio— Whose Face comes To Your Mind first? When You Hear Your Phone Ringing… Who Do You Hope it is callin? Whose name…. Makes Your Heart skip a beat?
Although you may not love me, although you may not care. If you shall ever need me, you know that I’ll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. I’ll never stop loving you, I know because I tried. All the oceans in the world, can’t hold the tears I’ve cried.
If you asked my how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once because you never really left..
If only you knew… Everytime I see you, im speechless… breathless. Whenever I have the chance to see you, I’d take it in an instant. If you knew how often I thought of you, you’d be blown away. If you knew that I compare everyone else I come across to you, you’d be blushing. But if you knew how badly you hurt my heart and how whenever I see you I just want to break down and cry… you would feel so guilty that someone so “special” to you has to feel this unbearable pain… even worse, you’re the person causing it.
Wrinkles Should Merely Indicate Where Smiles Have Been
Alright so.. I’ve proven that I’m horrible at keeping up with blogs.. Sorry about that people, if anyone even follows this haha.. Hum.. where did I leave y’all off? Months ago.. probably.
For the new year I have daily goals to accomplish.
Daily: -Work out for 1 hour (not counting my push-ups) -50 Push-ups -Study my Physics AP Book -Clean my Room -Practice Handstand and break dance moves
Eventually I want to get up to doing 100 push-ups in one go. I’m getting there, I can do 70 so far. Tennis conditioning and hitting has started, I feel so blah… I’m not hitting as well as I use to, I want to blame it on the racket but I know it’s my form. I just need to keep working on it..
Today at lunch, the most random thing happened. Some random kid walked by our group, right behind me, and was oinking, and just kept oinking as he walked away… It was really strange..
I’m stressing out, and not because of any major subject this time. I’m dedicated my self to creating a life sized Lucario from scratch.. and it’s due in 2 weeks for art.. I really don’t think I can finish because next week, a totem pole art project is also due.. Blehhh! Projects >< I’m dying.. I really can’t wait until I finish.. I think I’ll love the finished product.
Anyway I’m rambling now, till my next blog, Hlai bin do! xD
P.S. Rawr means I love you in dinosaur, so like, rawr and stuff.